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"G-d is One; each of us is One; together we are One! We become as we
already are! We are upon the path as we explore through finite means the
Infinite!"
All of my life, with my entire heart and soul and mind and body, our G-d of
Blessedness inspires me in H-s Service and in Service of Humankind to bring so
many works of Art into this world! First through paintings and poetry, now
through the fusion of music and poetry and prayer. my faith and love and care
pour forth through me and leave their traces in these arts! That the world has
forever focused upon how my paintings emanated from my mouth has always puzzled
me: I was to express and share my being and I have! Finally when I began seeing
with my own eyes how music pours from my feet did I begin to understand the
world's curiosity and the true Miracle of our Creat-r of Blessedness Who
Provides us with the necessary means to achieve H-s Will! So now what a blast
for me myself to witness Music pouring forth from my mouth and feet! All of this
while I feel utterly the spirituality and artistry coursing through my body as I
offer these works to G-D and to my fellow human beings as we each struggle and
flow through this great cosmic and eternal journey!
Does it really matter how Music comes into existence? Does it not all come
from the Highest Realms through us?
Throughout my life, from birth in 1940, I have had to discover and invent
vehicles and pathways to accomplish what I am to do. At last I have found a
process of my own personal choice to climb the mountain of enchantment, to
combine my search for more godliness with prayer, with music and with poetry! My
mouth and feet become themselves the instruments I must attune with heart and
soul. We each aspire in our ways to become the Stradivarius- the most from H-s
finest infinite materials! Yet we must each come to realize that G-d has already
Created us as H-s Stradivariuses of human orchestra to orchestrate H-s
never-ending Harmonious Masterpiece! G-d Forms me as I am to bring us new
rhythms, new harmonies, fresh structures, colors, sounds and words of praise!
My composition "Soundmass" explores layers upon layers of sound
which totally overcomes my difficulty in pressing more than one key at a time!
This experiment was to transform conventional dissonance into harmony! My
improvisations are explorations into relationships between harmony and
dissonance, peace and strife, mastery and chaos, simplicity and complexity,
keyboard mastery and ineptitude, paralysis and expressiveness. "Peace
Chorus" carols the word "Peace" in eight languages, within a more
traditional musical form.
"My Psalms to Harmony" has words from my epic poem of the same
title; both are dedicated to my daughter! From this celebratory earlier work
came "Journey" of inquietude resolving into serenity.
"A Lifetime" is a simple, melodious retrospective sigh of my
Father's life (and mine). "Torah" rejoices in Biblical spirituality
and explores tranquillity by more traditional means. "Unify Me"
expresses my yearning and process towards attaining increasing union with
Divinity resolving in growing inner peacefulness! "Coming Home"
expresses my Father's illustrious life of Service and his physical decline as he
prepares to pass into eternity. I sat beside him in the Alzheimer's nursing home
as he slept in his wheelchair, age 94, surrounded by other patients. he was a
founder of United Cerebral Palsy in 1947!
My oratorio "And I Will Glorify Y-o!" praises and celebrates the
glory of G-d of Blessedness. It explores inner processes through which I and
many of us struggle, search and yearn as we strive toward fulfillments of our
Creat-r's Dream-Plan-Destiny in relation with our human wills and desires. The
work portrays through dissonance-and-harmonious-means the processes of
transformations we offer G-d as we struggle with our own mortality. It's intent
was to be purely celebratory, based upon prayer-texts as libretto. but the work
took off and blossomed into much that I my self do not yet fully understand! It
may reveal more of my inner life than I had planned. It's own artistic essence
was disclosed in a three-second flash to me on the Day of Atonement while I was
in prayer. It draws upon and searches and fuses elements from diverse cultures
and vocabularies of the world filtered through my own consciousness. The
spiritual/music journey resolves, repeats, unfolds the never-ending panoply of
praise, glorification and gratitude with which I choose and try to live my life
on Earth!
The challenge to express my self musically is so thrilling that my physical
difficulties to me seem inconsequential! In 1959, I dreamed of becoming a
composer but accepted my handicap. now, computer technology enables my
expression. I never forgot my dream and 45 years later I found the specialist in
adaptive computer technology, a catalyst who helped provide the keys to music's
glory! My challenge is to discover how to conceive, perform, input and
acoustically achieve music that transcends the physical technology! In 1994 I
began this new grand voyage of discovery!
I started from feeling terrified of touching musical instruments and
electronic equipment. Then I overcame frustration of not being able to press a
variety of keys simultaneously. I tried sticks, even a banana, and other objects!
Now I try a two-pronged stick spaced to play perfect fifths! What fun! As I
increase my eye/mouth coordination I work on eye/mouth/feet coordination. What a
ride! At times I have incorporated my body's involuntary movements into passages!
A palsied pianist?!?! You may truly say: "My foot"!
Robert Rai (right) is
a musical genius, kindly and attuned, a Gifted composer, conductor, musician,
specialist in computer music technology and a superb music teacher with
impeccable classical training and brilliant memory! He was a Suzuki kid and has
a sterling future all his own! In 1994 at age 20 Robert began teaching me. I
asked him to show me what I needed in order to express my own inner and artistic
journey without tampering with my process or compensating aurally for my
physical limitations. he watches and facilitates, teaches, criticizes, guides,
adapts, programs, acoustically balanced and produced the CD- all while he
composes his own extraordinary music through his own independent searchings! Our
improvisations are a great joy, spontaneous as they are! They hint at who he is
in his own right and how in sync we are while upon our individual respective
creative paths.
My greatest joy composing Music is trying to fuse so many diverse elements
into one, into Oneness, into Harmony, to celebrate G-d, godliness, Service! We
each strive during our lives in our own ways to unify with Divinity, to recover
our wholeness, our inner peace, to participate in the Divine Order, to heal what
is seemingly broken within us, to rejoice with what we have!
G-d is One; each of us is One; together we are One! We become as we already
are! We are upon the path as we explore through finite means the Infinite!
-Steven Sles
Composer
Last Updated: September 21, 2003
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